Barefoot and Crazy

K, I'm really bad with keeping up with this whole blog thing, maybe I'll get better in summer, though it may be crazy, I'll try my best. This summer should be a good one, It's been an interesting year, I've found out a lot of things about myself, Most things that I'd really like to change and some I had just never knew and am really glad I know now. A year of discovery I guess you could call it. It's kind of been exhausting that way. I've always been so self conscious of who I am, maybe one day that will change, but for now... I'm not sure. I've been living at camp for the year and it's been good, but no somewhere I've always been sure I was supposed to be. It has definitely helped me through some tough times and has been great to have a roommate. Summer should be crazy, but I think good, I'm looking forward to the challenges it may bring but also the fun of working at camp. I'm getting excited for Keith Urban even though it's only in September! eeeee. School should be good, this I am a little nervous for, it hit me the other day when I was at my house that I would actually be living there...weird. I've been thinking about getting a job in the city too, that would be neat. Just not sure what I would do...maybe work at the mall...or superstore..though I wouldn\t really like to go back there..:P Well see what happens and what my course load looks like. Though 1st year should be pretty good.Have you ever been too tired to go to bed? Cause I am...but I really need sleep.